Simon Mark Kemp

simon mark kemp
19/11/2007
37
MY SON

painter
sunderland
my son simon had two sisters and two brothers,a stepfather,
we all loved him very much.
we had not seen simon for a few days and alarms bells rang in my head when a phone call came to say
he had not turned up for an apointment,my husband and i went to his home and could not get into his
home in the end we had to contact the police,they had to break down the door in the end and he was
found lying on his sitting room floor,i do not remember very much about that night it is a night i
could not go though again,my son was only 37 and i miss him so much,we do not know yet why he died
we have to wait for test results,parents are not surposed to bury there own kids and the pain is so
bad.when sad things like this happens you think you are all alone but after reading so many sad
losses on gone to soon you know you are not alone,i only hope that i can learn to live with my
sorrow and come to terms with it,simon was my son and i loved him then and still do.
god bless you simon love mam xxxxx
so much to live for
so much to do
so many dreams
then god took you
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nearly 5 months have gone simon and the pain of losing you is still strong i go to see you where you
lie resting in your sleep,i hope you can here my voice when i talk to you,i miss you so much son,i
hope you are at peace,love you always mam and stepdad geordie x sisters julie and karen x brothers
anthony and marc.xxx

SIMON MARK KEMP


its is 7mths since my son died and we now know how,it has not made is any easier in fact it hurts
more,his head stone is going up at the end of this week (20/6/08)it will be the last thing i can do
for my son apart from loving and missing him each and ever day,i wish i had a wish and my wish would
be come back to me simon and let god take me.
sleep simon sleep be there waiting for me please mam xxxxxx
hi simon mam here,as i sit and write this for you i am trying so hard to be brave,tomorrow the 19th
of nov 2008 is one year since that terrible day you went to sleep and left me and your brothers and
sisters,its going to be a very hard day for us all,if you can hear me son remember how much you are
loved and missed very much,love you always mam xxxxx
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When somebody dies, a cloud turns into an angel and flies up to tell God to put another flower on a
pillow. A bird gives the message back to the world and sings a silent prayer that makes the rain
cry. People disappear, but they never really go away. The spirits up there put the sun to bed, wake
up the grass, and spin the Earth in dizzy circles. Sometimes you can see them dancing in a cloud
during the daytime when they're supposed to be sleeping. They paint the rainbows and also the
sunsets and make waves splash and tug at the tide. They toss shooting stars and listen to wishes.
And when they sing wind songs, they whisper to us, "Don't miss me too much. The view is nice, and
I'm doing just fine.x
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we are in the 17th month of lossing simon and the pain is still so bad,there is not a single day
goes by when i dont think of him,i go to see him two times a week to take him fresh flowers and
sometimes i talk out loud to him or speak to him in my mind,i hope he hear me,mothers day night was
so lovely for me because for the first time he was in my dream,he did not speak to me just stood
behind me,simon was never a big talker but the next day even though i was sad to wake up from the
dream all day i felt a little better.i know for a fact that i will never get over losing simon.
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hi son,i am not doing very well coping with losing you,i am trying i really am but its so hard,when
you left us a big part of my heart went with you,people tell me it gets better in time but that is
impossible
how can a mother out live her child and go on with her life as if they never where here, i wish i
was good at words son then i could write down how i really feel,you where never a big talker where
you,anthony is not doing very well simon,he needs to come to see you more,so does marc i cannot get
them to talk about you,they need too dont they,help them will you,julie and karen miss you as well
but they chat about you when i need them too,i know it hurts them but i think i would go crazy if
none of them talked about you.i still cant understand why you left us simon,there are a lot of
things that i would like to know but i will never find out,if only i had known you where in trouble
i could have been with you instead of you being alone,why did i not sense something was wrong until
it was to late,i am sorry son i should have been with you,i will never forgive myself for letting
you be on your own.--never forget that i love you and i always will,you might not be here with me in
body but i still have 5 kids,love you always mam xxxxxxx