| Location | Sunderland |
| Age | 37 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 03/07/1970 |
| Date of Death | 19/11/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,749 since 25/01/2008 |
| Creator |
simon mark kemp
19/11/2007
37
MY SON
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sunderland
my son simon had two sisters and two brothers,a stepfather,
we all loved him very much.
we had not seen simon for a few days and alarms bells rang in my head when a phone call came to say
he had not turned up for an apointment,my husband and i went to his home and could not get into his
home in the end we had to contact the police,they had to break down the door in the end and he was
found lying on his sitting room floor,i do not remember very much about that night it is a night i
could not go though again,my son was only 37 and i miss him so much,we do not know yet why he died
we have to wait for test results,parents are not surposed to bury there own kids and the pain is so
bad.when sad things like this happens you think you are all alone but after reading so many sad
losses on gone to soon you know you are not alone,i only hope that i can learn to live with my
sorrow and come to terms with it,simon was my son and i loved him then and still do.
god bless you simon love mam xxxxx
so much to live for
so much to do
so many dreams
then god took you
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nearly 5 months have gone simon and the pain of losing you is still strong i go to see you where you
lie resting in your sleep,i hope you can here my voice when i talk to you,i miss you so much son,i
hope you are at peace,love you always mam and stepdad geordie x sisters julie and karen x brothers
anthony and marc.xxx
SIMON MARK KEMP
its is 7mths since my son died and we now know how,it has not made is any easier in fact it hurts
more,his head stone is going up at the end of this week (20/6/08)it will be the last thing i can do
for my son apart from loving and missing him each and ever day,i wish i had a wish and my wish would
be come back to me simon and let god take me.
sleep simon sleep be there waiting for me please mam xxxxxx
hi simon mam here,as i sit and write this for you i am trying so hard to be brave,tomorrow the 19th
of nov 2008 is one year since that terrible day you went to sleep and left me and your brothers and
sisters,its going to be a very hard day for us all,if you can hear me son remember how much you are
loved and missed very much,love you always mam xxxxx
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When somebody dies, a cloud turns into an angel and flies up to tell God to put another flower on a
pillow. A bird gives the message back to the world and sings a silent prayer that makes the rain
cry. People disappear, but they never really go away. The spirits up there put the sun to bed, wake
up the grass, and spin the Earth in dizzy circles. Sometimes you can see them dancing in a cloud
during the daytime when they're supposed to be sleeping. They paint the rainbows and also the
sunsets and make waves splash and tug at the tide. They toss shooting stars and listen to wishes.
And when they sing wind songs, they whisper to us, "Don't miss me too much. The view is nice, and
I'm doing just fine.x
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we are in the 17th month of lossing simon and the pain is still so bad,there is not a single day
goes by when i dont think of him,i go to see him two times a week to take him fresh flowers and
sometimes i talk out loud to him or speak to him in my mind,i hope he hear me,mothers day night was
so lovely for me because for the first time he was in my dream,he did not speak to me just stood
behind me,simon was never a big talker but the next day even though i was sad to wake up from the
dream all day i felt a little better.i know for a fact that i will never get over losing simon.
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hi son,i am not doing very well coping with losing you,i am trying i really am but its so hard,when
you left us a big part of my heart went with you,people tell me it gets better in time but that is
impossible
how can a mother out live her child and go on with her life as if they never where here, i wish i
was good at words son then i could write down how i really feel,you where never a big talker where
you,anthony is not doing very well simon,he needs to come to see you more,so does marc i cannot get
them to talk about you,they need too dont they,help them will you,julie and karen miss you as well
but they chat about you when i need them too,i know it hurts them but i think i would go crazy if
none of them talked about you.i still cant understand why you left us simon,there are a lot of
things that i would like to know but i will never find out,if only i had known you where in trouble
i could have been with you instead of you being alone,why did i not sense something was wrong until
it was to late,i am sorry son i should have been with you,i will never forgive myself for letting
you be on your own.--never forget that i love you and i always will,you might not be here with me in
body but i still have 5 kids,love you always mam xxxxxxx
SIMON MY SON
hi son,today you have been gone 2 years and i miss you more than ever,i have heard people say time is a great healer but its not true and it never will,i can never get over you leaving us,i think now i just go though my days best i can,you are on my mind 24/7 you are the first thing i think of when i wake and the last thing when i go to bed,i hope you are happy where you are son and one day i will see you again,are you with your nana and grandad i hope so they will look after you untill i can again,everyone is ok here i hope you can see them,maybe you could keep an exra watch on anthony he is so withdrawn at the moment he will not say why,its elliots birthday tomorrow try and be there and give him a kiss,he often talks about you even though he does not really remember you,these last two years have been very hard for me son and i am trying so hard to cope please never forget how much i love and miss you and keep that cheeky smile on your face,you know what i ask you well please try and do it it would help me,we will never ever forget you and always remember you are loved so much,lee my friend told me a story that she heard from her mother and ill tell it to you.--A MOTHER HAS MANY DRAWERS IN HER HEART AND YOU ARE TUCKED AWAY SAFELY IN ONE OF THEM.sleep tight simon i love and miss you so much,all my love mam xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Do you think?.............
Do you think that I am over it
Better than before
Maybe I've forgotten
Doesn't hurt me anymore?
♥
Do you think that I am doing fine
No tears are shed each day
Get up and just get going
Pain has all but gone away?
♥
Do you think that I am coping
Living life just as you do
If that's what you imagine...
You don't have a single clue.
♥
I cope, I cry, and I deny
I've learned how I must hide
Keep everything within me
Bottled up deep down inside.
♥
I can't be who I was before
I've changed I'm someone new
It happens when you have a loss
You would be different too.
♥
I'm so misunderstood each day
To tired to explain
Not over it, or better
Simply put... I'm not the same.
♥
And will never be because you left me.
Author Unknown
"OUR SWEET SIMON"
HI SIMON SORRY I HAVE NOT COME BY FOR AWHILE BEEN DEALING WITH ALOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE.
YOUR 2ND ANNIVERSARY IS COMING THIS MONTH I CAN'T BELEIVE IT. I KNOW THAT THIS WILL BE A HARD MONTH FOR EVERYONE BUT THEY ARE GETTING STRONGER SIMON AND THEY WILL BE OKAY. MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED SOME GOOD SOME NOT SO GOOD BUT MAM HAS MADE SOME NEW AND GOOD CHOICES FOR HERSELF AS I AM SURE YOU KNOW. ANTH STILL HASNT CROSSED OVER THE "BIG POND" TO COME TO ME YET BUT SOON I PRAY. YOU ARE MISSED AND GREATLY LOVED BY ALL. KEEP AN EYE ON THEM SIMON THEY ARE GOOD PEOPLE YOUR FAMILY.LOVE YOULOTS..LEEXXXX
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Tributes For This Week Starting 19th October
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FOR MONDAY
Your gentle face and patient smile
With sadness we recall
You had a kindly word for each
And died beloved by all.
FOR TUESDAY
Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure...
FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
FOR THURSDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR FRIDAY
ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved ones arms
And tell them they're from me
Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turn to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...
FOR SATURDAY
I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS
As you hold me close in memory,
Even though we are apart,
My spirit will live on,
There within your heart .
I am with you always.
When you lean on trusted friends
And their caring hugs enfold you,
Within their loving arms,
I'll be there to hold you.
I am with you always.
And beyond the far horizon
When we'll finally be together,
Where love will be eternal
And life will last forever.
I am with you always.
FOR SUNDAY
TRUE LOVE
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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MISSING YOU MORE EACH DAY.....
EVERY DAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER SAY
I WISH SO MUCH YOU WERE BY MY SIDE TODAY
MY WORLD IS SO EMPTY I AM SO ALONE
MEMORIES ARE MINE I REMEMBER HOW LOVE WAS SHOWN
I WONDER IF I COULD HAVE STOPPED WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
THEN I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT IS JUST NOT TRUE
TIME IS NO HEALER THEY GOT THAT SO WRONG
I CRY EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO YOUR SONG
EVERY DAY I TRY TO FIGHT THIS WAR ALONE
THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US SEEMS TO HAVE GROWN
YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY LIVING IN HEAVEN ABOVE
SO I WILL BLOW YOU A KISS AND SEND YOU MY LOVE.....
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 28/8/09
TO SEE
IM LESS NOW THAN I SHOULD BE
SURROUNDED BY DARKNESS
I FIND IT HARD TO SEE,
FOREVER KNEELING ON MY KNEES
BEGGING FOR YOU
TO COME BACK TO ME.
YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME
ALWAYS WILLING ONLY TO PLEASE,
MY RAY OF SUNSHINE
COME DAY OR NIGHT,
UNTIL YOUR WINGS YOU GOT,
AND THEN TOOK FLIGHT.
TOMORROW LIKE TODAY
BY YOUR SIDE, ALL THE WAY
THAT'S WHERE I WOULD BE,
TOGETHER AGAIN, JUST YOU AND ME
WHOLE AGAIN, WITH YOUR SMILE TO SEE.
Copyrite: Anne Ellender
WHY
I FEEL SO DOWN
AND EMPTY INSIDE,
MY PAIN CONTINUALLY
HARD TO HIDE.
I FEEL SO SAD
AND LONELY TO,
LIVING THIS LIFE
IT'S HARD.. WITHOUT YOU.
I FEEL SO ANGRY
THAT LIFE TOOK YOU,
IT DOES'NT MAKE SENCE
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
EACH DAY SEEM'S PIONTLESS
LIKE LIVING A LIE,
I LONG FOR MY END
UNTIL THEN, I ASK "WHY".
copywrite: Anne Ellender
FOR YOU SON
♥ In my eyes you're by my side ♥
♥ In my ears you are my guide ♥
♥ In my mind you touch my hand ♥
♥ In my head I understand ♥
♥ In my heart you're always here ♥
♥ In my home you're always near ♥
♥ Death may take but cannot part ♥
♥ For you are always in my heart ♥
Written by Jean Cavanagh 2009
I Love You Son
My dear son! I miss you so much
It keeps hurting, I can’t stop crying
My eyes always search for you in the sky
Heart longs for finding you in the heaven
My dear son! I love you so much
I feel so empty without you
I am so scared of my future without you
Heart longs for being around you for my safety
My dear son! You are my angel
I still feel that you are caring me from above
I tell my broken heart that you are still watching me
Heart longs for your care even from heaven
My dear son! You are my protector
I remember you when I feel lonely
I talk to you when I break into pieces
Heart longs for your support even from heaven
My dear son! I was thinking I gave you life
The reality is that you had given me life
Without you and your presence, I can’t exist
Heart longs for your company in my heart until I exist
Please be there in my heart………I Love You Son!
by Ambika Adhikari Tiwari
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![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/f9f93da0b8128fd8db4a12e378bb265b/shappy-birthday---balloons.jpg ""HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR SWEET SIMON"
"HAPPY 39TH BIRTHDAY" SIMON YOU ARE
GREATLY MISSED AND LOVED..
LOVE AND MISS YOU BRO ANTH AND LEE
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/0d9a0c17719a0988f217dad7490c6472/schocolate-rabbit.jpg ""BLESSED EASTER SIMON"
MAM SAID THAT YOU ALWAYS LOVED YOUR CHOCOLATE EASTER BUNNIES SO HERE IS ONE FROM ANTH..LOVE YOU BRO AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY..")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/56080cec4480360fe9ea824bbb6da33b/sshamrock.jpg ""HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY" SIMON LOL I GUESS BY NOW YOU KNOW THAT ANTH HAS PICKED HIMSELF AN "IRISH LASS" LOL
BLESSINGS XOXOXO LEE")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/aadef49144f97de1bfcf6b3e3fbd6cff/scancer-1.jpg "OPPS SORRY SIMON I PLACED THE WRONG GIFT INTO THE WRONG MESSAGE LOL THIS IS YOUR BIRTH SIGN "CANCER" THE OTHER ONE HAD PINK FLOWERS I HOPE THAT YOU DONT MIND I TRULY LOVE PINK ROSES LOL THOUGHT YOU MIGHT LIKE THEM TOO..I WILL STOP BY AGAIN SOON SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS OUR SWEET SIMON..XOXO..LEE..")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/3693acff10b58a44cb928b605f31d2ac/scarnation-bouquet.jpg "GOOD MORNING SIMON JUST THOUGHT I WOULD STOP BY AND SAY HELLO AND LEAVE THIS GIFT ITS YOUR BIRTH SIGN "CANCER" THE GENTLE WARM CARING AND A LOVE OF FAMILY AND HOME..MAM HAS SHARED WITH ME WHAT KIND OF MAN YOU WERE BRO AND YOU WERE TRUE TO YOUR SIGN..I WISH WE COULD HAVE MET FOR YOU ARE SO LOVED BY ALL OF THE FAMILY I JUST KNOW WE WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD FREINDS AS WELL..TAKE CARE DEAR SIMON AND PLEASE WATCH OVER OUR ANTH HE TOO IS A WONDERFUL MAN AS YOU WERE..TALK TO YOU IN THE MORNING..XOXOXO..LEE..")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/8ac0a662ff8114698fc97bdf9f24a664/schocolate-heart.jpg "HI SIMON ANTH AND I WISH YOU A "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY" IN YOUR SPECIAL GARDEN OF NON ENDING LOVE..ANTH MISSES YOU ALOT PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM AND PROTECT..XOXOXO..ANTH N LEE..")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/2e1080ec44bef327dccfd7a0d0ee0bf5/sbunch-of-roses.jpg ""HAPPY VALENTINES DAY" MY SWEET SIMON MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU ALWAYS MAM XXXX..")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/55f53f577d5d9c6733d3bf834c0f06bd/sbox-of-chocolates.jpg ""HAPPY VALENTINES DAY" SON LOVE MAM....")
![](http://www.gonetoosoon.org/file/gift__91x91/ec0bb1fe164d2a6d01f0f3bf1e447fd7/sstars.jpg "YOU ARE A "BRIGHT STAR" NOW DEAR SIMON SHINING OH SO BRIGHT OVER MAM,ANTH,JULIE,MARC,KAREN,GORGIE AND PLEASE SHINE A LITTLE BRIGHTNESS OVER ANTH AND I..LOVE FROM ANTH N LEE....")
